tht day has fianlly arrived. and i finally got my ass down to blogging again. seriously, i really hated yesterday. and today. took back my results eaterday. guess tht some of you are interested or concerned bout me. well, the only think i have on my mind now is to screwed the english marker from cambridge. yes. the only subject i screwed and pulled me down is english. how wonderful.

i'm just gna curse he/she everyday. it just doesn make sense. my cousin who is seriously good in english also got the same grade as me. 6. the whole exam is just very screwy. when i first looked at my result. i started crying. thankfully, valen was there to hug me and cheer me up. gee. cried again when i called my mom.

pebbs and yupei followed me down to vj to settle some appeal stuff. didn stay for trg. bus-ed to town with them. caught a movie, hide and seek. they stupidly wanted to watch some scary movie to scare all their unhappy thoughts away. super waste money! cuase like half the time i was covering my eyes and msging instead of looking at the screen.

ate again after the movie! sheesh. got a clique ring, instead of the initially planned bracelet or anklet. reached home at 1130. and my mom thot i didn have the guts to go home. wht the hell.

today is another horrid day. was supposed to meet my class at nydc suntec. but something cropped up at home. didn have the mood to go out after tht. sigh. is it really tht coincidental. why do unfortunate things happen just i'm alone at home with you? somehow, i feel as tho i cant breathe any longer. its just too tormenting. i do have a weak heart. just as i thought things were getting better, it just collasped on me again. esp when these things happen, i'm the only one at home. the only one to face it. not many seventeen year olds can face such burden and pressure.